H...Hi...

...hi?













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So I just registered and started getting involved in IT servers,​

and so far it's going "okay".​

"Okay" as in I'm so bad with social skills I don't have any friends.​

Why?​

I have severe anxiety and lack social skills,​

and I currently suffer from depression.​

But I'm not open about my problems at all, and therefore I won't go into detail.​

I won't explain anything that happens, and​

if I'm ever in a downy mood, I would really appreciate not being asked what's wrong.​

It's not that I absolutely hate being asked, not at all!​

But my trust issues make me nervous, and telling everyone about my life makes me feel like I'm seeking attention.​

Yet sometimes I need attention to know I'm not a ghost.​

Sorry, I rant a lot.​

When people talk about people in my state being "attention-seekers" when they confess stuff it really angers me.​

Everyone needs attention, and sometimes people need it a lot more than others.​

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Anyway...​

... about my avatar and whole profile being surrounded by Eyeless Jack stuff,​

it's mainly because his story (even though it's not true (fiction)) reflects on mine​

and his personality reminds me so much of myself.​

So, I don't need to try hard when I act like him.​

Except I don't go around into people's bedrooms eating kidneys.​

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I have nothing more to say except "help me I'm absolutely terrified of being here"?​

 

No need to be terrified! We are a kind bunch here on DoE, and don't worry my social skills are horrible. But I bet you'll fit into the community just fine. ​

 

Thank you, guys. ;w;"​

 

Your more than welcome. c:​